my com can't install itunes!
my windows is too outdated
so i currently have an empty ipod
pfffffftt.
andrea's belated birthday surprise today
photos up soon
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found this, september 11, 2005
what happens in the day,
is different from what happens at night.
at night, a smile is just a facade.
a mask to hide the feelings inside
im being torn into two
all cos of my feelings for you
my heart feels so heavy
it feels like i've been ripped apart
im afraid to close my eyes at night for when i do,
i think of you.
tears fill my eyes but all i can do is to force myself to sleep.
to stop myself from thinkin of you
but its no use
if i could turn back time,i wish we'd never met
then maybe, this pain would be non-existent
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i feel things have been changing
it just ain't the same anymore
you're no longer you
just like how i expected it to be
why didn't you show your true self earlier?
your tolerance in the beginning,
my pain i feel now
i hate you for having such a hold over me
8:30 PM